I’m a Christian and I believe that the Holy Spirit hints us on the future especially with new relationships specifically friendships after 30.
I have had two relationships that have not lasted like I thought they would in the last 365 days.
To be fair I got a hint from the get go. One was utterly negative she never saw the cup half full it was always half empty in my time being friends with her I had the scariest encounters and energy I was getting angry over things I had said I moved on from, I became resentful towards people, bitterness and unforgiveness increased through the roof, I was revisiting the past a lot more and psychoanalysing everything and everyone, and she was strengthening this struggle by always saying ‘aura for aura’.
The other one, albeit better also came with an envious mindset she didn’t want make new friends or be close to other people.
She also wanted to be friends with my other friends, she considered beneficial, and she was so focused on cashing out from them as she is in the beauty industry, she was always quick to say ‘how much she could make from so and so person’ upon introduction.
I didn’t clock it initially, however when I did I stayed clear of her as I saw the relationship was very much parasitic and transactional to her.
She wanted to weigh me as well by peeking into my bank apps.
I am in my phase of surrendering to God and healing ❤️🩹 the relationship I damaged in my quest for new friends.
I was away from social media for a year and I thought to fill the gap I made real life connection, I should have continued to strengthen what I already had.